Attended Hanjin's concert yesterday, that is real nice. It's my first time meeting him. this guy is really talented, all the music is built firmly in his mind which he can jam with all his sudden ideas.

First impression is pretty bad to be honest... a fat, short and ugly man... who is he?! thanks god he is so ugly.... or else, he is not what he is now. Very considerate and sharing. He understand the stage is not just belong to the singer but all the people who are doing music, therefore, from time to time, he would give time for other musicians to have a solo in playing their instrument and ask us to give a big hand from time to time... even to a back stage boy who responsible to give him chair or mic. what an attitude. The whole concert as well, everyone of us are invited to involve in doing the music, by just a clap or whispering. Very confident and humorous. Mood and atmosphere are all in his control from the very beinging til the last min we grab our belongings and left. He asks us to sing with him, stand, grab our belongings, turn, and walk... bye....You can tell how charming he is.... infauated!

4th Sep, 2009. Our aircraft was successfully delivered to HK finally!!! It is glaring, gleeful and auspicious. Principal love the aircraft and happy for all the arrangements, we can disengage  for a while then, half the battle we were now..

I do not know what's happened in PEK and SIN, but my boss seems very poor and work very hard over there... once she arrived  HK, she gave me a big hug and said wanna cry... I am thinking, maybe not me who is suffering... she might suffering as well... And suddenly find that i have too many "lo so" recently, yet I never wish to become such a person... Maybe it is time for me to shut myself up and be more positive! I should rise above her problem, so as to bargain for a better pay. To be frank, i am fascinated in aviation industry, I like what i am doing and i always want to get rid all the stalemates i am facing to have the feeling of fulfilment.

That night we have a farewell party in island shangri-la hotel, the buffet is very bad and expensive... not much choices and the taste is so so la... Royal Garden hotel's "siu yea buffet" is much better which just around 1/2 of shangri-la's price...luckily it is treated by Nespresso...

The K gathering with AL and EW is fine, except the room which is very small... wakkaka. If more ppl join the gathering, it would have more fun. After i left Nespresso... there are so many ppl wanna left gum.. KS and CS was resigned.... Some of them finding job... while 1 of them confirmed will resign on Dec... I am very worry actually... especially to my beloved PL... I think SL should responsible for all the consequences, as she creates a competitive environment and disappointed so many people.

This is saturday... i was supposed having day off... but still.. i work til 5am n wake up at 9.....i am very anxious as it seems many things not yet confirmed... reg / de-reg of govt authority... inspection, painting, per-delivery check, labor protection, itinerary, uniform etc... i keep working non-stop the whole day... but finally knows my boss is in barbershop doing her hair!! what?!

I am totally fed up... what i am working so hard for... in which my salary hr rate might be just the same as a mcdonald staff... 24 hr on call... mon to sun...

But i will work for her still,  in spite of  my responsibility... just i might quit after this critical moment if situation remain unchange....

Working in my new job for almost a week. There are no training and even a briefing until now... Full intiative is needed, when she said company bank a/c is needed and working visa for staff have to be done,  i would go straight ahead without any question... as i know she knows nth about that... tasks are given anytime she think of and request immediate respond. Everythings to her is Urgent! 1 min ago, ask to get task A done, 2 mins later said do not waste time on task A, and 3 mins later ask if task A is done... what?!

I was very mad and almost cried out yesterday... She suddenly ask me to help her make a aircraft insurance comparison at 3pm when i am still havent got my lunch.... 29 pages with thousand tiny words!! (I am not familiar with aircraft stuff, especially those maintenance issues... and actually that is her duty.. just she duno how to do, so shifted to me). Moreover,  i have to get quotation, booking, preparation material for crews training... courier...banking... ceremony banquet follow-up...and her insurance comparison etc done in 3 hrs...as i have to go fitting with crews at 7pm tst. 

Reached home not more than 15 mins... she called again ask if i have checked email, (i just glanced through my mobile while i was on the way home...) and scold me why booked a waiting ticket... ( but in fact i didnt book yet... the agent just showing me what flight i can choose...) n keep asking me the insurance comparison b4 my promised time line... does she know it really takes time? i just ask for 2 hrs more to get it done!! pissed off!!

最後一日返NESPRESSO 啦~ 唔知係咪因為PL話之後會幫我攪FAREWELL, 所以仲未係好離愁別緒. 但最後一日返工都KEEP住遲到... SIGN! 本來諗住最後一日準時D, 但琴日整D禮物同寫情信攪到今早8:00幾(都仲未攪掂)... HUP左一陣起唔倒身... 結果要CALL 的士! HAHA... 不過大家好似對我O既電子相架冇乜反應... 睇都冇睇過... 其實我揀相揀O左好耐... 諗左好耐邊D相出得街... 邊D唔得... 希望佢O地唔會開都唔開, 一路將佢放埋一邊啦~~

最後二封情信, 係比我最愛的PL同AL. 由於唔想HEA寫所以留到最尾先寫...結果係... 冇時間寫..成日都係咁..激死! 好彩AL同EW過O黎接我放工, 所有埋數O野佢O地做, 我可以專心寫信! 但每次一接觸到PL...我就忍唔住... 一路寫一路眼濕濕.. 好想喊... 好彩由遞信到LAST DAY, 我都見唔倒佢.. 如果唔係我怕我真係會喊出O黎.. NESPRESSO陪我度過O左人生某幾個黑暗時候~ 係我冇人生目標, 對找工作豪冇方向O既時候, 佢請O左我... 係我屋企有事O既時候, 佢O地同我一齊渡過... 係咁安排我放假... 多到我走去同佢講... 我唔需要咁多假...然後我先知... 佢係怕我因家事唔開心...所以咁安排!! 我返學撞正EVENT...忙到顛O左, 佢都比我補鐘返學...(雖然之後副經理唔比我補...) 一切一切, 佢都係諗O左我O地先... 未見過一個好成咁O既經理!!

AL, 冇諗過會同佢FREN... 踩中晒所有黑我憎O既O野... 自大, 拜金主義, 只睇外在, 仲有死穴: 成日講我最憎O既喊濕笑話~ 低俗~ 點知同佢反而係最FREN O既一個. 同佢O既感情由一齊收夜, 佢成日同我分享佢O既感受, 內心世界, 價值觀, 感情生活等等開始.. 聽得多, 了解多O左, 發現同佢對於某D O野O既諗法好相似... 仲記得個EVENT最後一日同佢坐係BOOTH度講下大家O既人生觀同埋過去等等所有感觸O既事... 都好有CONNECTION... 或者我O地O既背景不多不少有D相似..(都係AIRLINE, 都係FINANCE). 從來同男仔一齊都有種好唔自然O既感覺... 亦極少會同男仔分享內心... 但同佢一齊又好舒服... 同埋完全唔介意分享內心O既所有, 唔介意係佢面前R腳呀, 噴飯呀咁!! WAKAKA~ 或者可能我一早知佢係GAYGAY, 真係當正O左佢係姊妹!! 然後有一日...朋友MOLALA問.. 如果佢唔係GAY..  我會唔會考慮佢... WA!! 無諗過!! 所以停O左一陣子...真心咁諗... um... 可能真係會鐘意佢都唔定... 外表OK, 起碼整齊清潔...溝通倒... 得閒冇O野做又講笑話我聽... 跳舞我睇... 知我唔開心又會狂問, 關心我, TUM我開心... 我食O野輪盡跌到周圍都係... 佢又會一路話我, 一路幫我抺... 夜返屋企又會打個電話問候下(雖然得O個一次) 不過講開又講, 最加分係有次上佢家, 知個INTERIOR DESIGN係佢自己諗.. 即刻覺得佢好ARTISTIC呀! 好可惜... 佢只係一個"女仔"!! 好難有心跳O既感覺~~　不過又讓我反思... 點解異性戀者只會對異性有感覺... 又點解一個同性戀者只會對同性有感覺呢?? ANYWAY, 我諗我接受佢所有衰野, 同佢做好朋友, 主要原因係佢認. 認自大拜金. 好真, 同埋佢真係有拎個心出O黎對我, 同PL一樣, 係一個有情有義O既人!!

 放O左工, 一齊食LAST SUPPER, 都估倒主要係串我同踩我... 但估唔到去得咁盡.. SIGH! 仲要話我走O左之後.. NESPRESSO可以少一個醜女... 走埋CS就清晒D UN眼O野... 真係好唔開心呀! 雖然從來冇覺得自己係一個大美人...但我諗身為一個女仔... 唔會鐘意比人話醜...或者拎出O黎比人比較.. 最慘係..成為最差O個個... 雖然好多時佢O地都只係好似講笑咁... 冇惡意... 但不多不少, 講得出O野都係REFLECT O左佢O地真正O既想法: 醜平蠢 +呆... 這個晚上... 除了真係有D TIRED... 其實都真係幾唔開心... 由細到大都好介意人O地O既眼光同評價... 所以要自己做每件事, 只要同其他人有關, 都會特別小心...   最後一有負面評價就會好唔開心... BUT ANYWAY, 會繼續學習唔好介意人O地點睇自己...